He knocked
I let him in
My heart wanted him to be more than a friend
Little did I know
What would take place in this journey
My happiness
Yes it ended way too early
This time I have to deal with this on my own
They are no distractions
I have to live with the pain we created
And this one I will have to own
Life teaches that nothing is fair
The good get treated badly
While the bad laugh at their despair
I’m hurting
I can’t reach out
There’s no replacement
No one is there
Darkness laughs
And welcomes me back home
With an empty grin
It’s says “You never should have tried this
Especially not on your own”
“You shall suffer”
I replied, “How Long”
It said, “I can’t say, time is not something that I own.
For the first time in a long time
I have to let it hurt
Soon it will end
Next time I will be very careful
Of who I let in…
-Ariston CM
It is very important to guard your heart. Men and women alike. Only God knows the true intention of a person’s heart and we have to trust him to reveal their motives. This does not mean to walk around paranoid and not trusting others, but to be aware. Sometimes we are blindside and yet other times we choose to ignore the obvious. Why? Perhaps the fear of being alone. Or could it be not knowing what’s to come. Whatever the case may be, it lies in our value and what we think of ourselves. We have to love and value ourselves enough to protect. Even if it means the possibility of being alone.
Blessings,
