To all the men that I’ve ever loved may your soul be at rest and you allowed God to wash you in his love and bask in his presence..
What we shared was temporary…we laughed, we cried, we learned but together didn’t grow. It wasn’t in his will, I had to let you go.
Although you caused pain deep within my soul. Our paths crossed for a reason, at this time now I know. You were never mind to keep as I am not my own. I belong to God and he has been waiting for me to come back home…
I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life. Some I wouldn’t change, most I would. I believe that people meet for a purpose. I believe we are often blinded and fail to see the bigger picture. We allow our selfishness to get in the way of our purpose. For me it seems to be love. While love is beautiful, it has had a terrible effect on me. I allowed it to get in the way of the things of God. I have finally come to the point where I am allowing God to give me the love that he wants to give me. I have to be comfortable with his choice, not one that I have chosen for myself. It is time for me to focus and do his will and I know all the rest will fall into place.